I was gifted my first camera for Christmas at 12 yro and was instantly hooked to capturing intimate and intentional moments. The way light hit objects also fascinated me. The idea mesmerized me that one day I could travel back in time through my creations and relive those moments. When I was 16 yro in high school I took a photography class that taught me about film, how to develop images in a dark room, and the basics of composition and lighting.
I was invited by a coworker to 2nd Shoot a wedding where the entire ceremony and reception were in a completely different language. I couldn’t understand a single word the entire time but I could FEEL the love in that room. I knew in that moment my purpose in life was to pursue my passion as an intimate and intentional photographer full-time and help people document their life. To use my gift as a human time machine and give their future self the opportunity to look back on the good ‘ol days. I vividly remember coming home that night in tears and my roommate asking me, “What’s wrong, are you ok?” All I could do was smile and say, “Yes - everything's alright, I’ve just realized what I want to do for the rest of my life is all.” And I haven’t stopped smiling from ear-into-ear since.
As a kid I was obsessed with Scholastic's I Spy and Highlight's Hidden Pictures books. I would sit for hours looking through their pages finding the missing items and completely awestruck in how they could intentionally place items as such, what camera settings they used, and what type of light they needed for the photo. These books inspired me to want to create my own photo book one day and helped inspired my love for photography. The day my 1st Edition Neature book arrived in the mail was one of the most surreal feelings of my life.
I attended High School from 2006 - 2010 when getting a 4 year degree from a University was heavily advocated for by society. The message that was sold to me and my classmates was that unless we got a College degree our futures were going to be bleak and grim.
When I was 10 yr I had dreams of becoming a Wedding Photographer & Interior Designer but one of my teachers told me that those weren't real, sustainable jobs. I started thinking of other jobs, one where I could enjoy my work environment and could help people. That's when Math & Science Teacher came to mind. I loved math and science, loved working with kids, loved learning new things, and loved helping people learn.
After graduating from Texas A&M University and two years into my Teaching Career at 25 yro I was miserable. Overworked and underpaid I knew if I ever wanted to try a different career now was the time to take that risk. With the help of an online program, Udacity, I learned the the basics of Digital Marketing and applied for Digital Marking Specialist Corporate Internship. Three months later that paid internship turned into a full time employment.
After working there for almost a year I realized that Corporate life wasn't for me. Then truly out of the blue I received a job offer from my middle school alma mater, the only school I would consider taking if I returned to the classroom. I took this as a sign that my time in the classroom wasn't over just yet so I quit my Corporate job, went back to teaching middle school math, and kept building my photography business to help continue paying off my student loans. I was excited to get back in the classroom but still felt overworked and underpaid when starting back. I knew I eventually wanted to go full time with my photography business but until that time came it remained a side hustle and my main priority were my students.
Fast forward to the 2019-2020 school year, my 4th and last year before going full-time with my photography business. March 6, 2020 we were released for Spring Break Holiday, then Covid-19 shut the world down, and because we transitioned to online teaching for the remainder of the semester I never had to return back to those four confining cement walls. It was a bittersweet way to end my teaching career because while we didn't have to go back to school I also never got to say goodbye to my students. While I'm grateful for my time spent as a Public Educator there isn't enough money in the world that would entice me go back. I truly empathize with educators and students around the world today.
When asked, "Would you change anything about your time spent in College, Teaching, Corporate, or returning back to Teaching?" I would say, "Absolutely not, I truly believe each one of these experiences led me to other experiences that shaped me to be the person I am today."
My yoga journey began in the summer of 2018 but officially in a studio with an instructor on September 9, 2018. Work life led me back to teaching middle school math full time so I was searching for a stress relief activity. I loved it so much and knew that the knowledge of how to properly breathe and move your body was going to be invaluable to me later in life so I signed up for a 200 hr Ashtanga Yoga Teacher Training course in the spring of 2019. This experience positively changed the trajectory of my life as Yoga has benefited my overall physical and mental health. If you think you're "not flexible enough for yoga" I urge you to shift your perspective as one of my yoga teachers taught me, "yoga is a practice, not an achievement". You don't to "be good at it". Yoga isn't a competition but a tool and resource for you to be more in tune with your body, emotions, and overall mental health.
Making the most out of the world's first month of Quarantine and crossed off a Bucket List item of “raise Monarch Butterflies to watch all stages of life”. As cliche as it sounds, the entire experience significantly changed the trajectory of my life.
Watching a caterpillar morph into a chrysalis, then transform into a butterfly confirmed 3 thoughts for me - - - 1) Change was possible. 2) Change looked like it hurt so it was probably going to hurt, rather that be physically, mentally, spiritually. 3) The outcome of that internal transformation is beautiful and seems abso-fucking-lutely worth it.
I knew in these moments that I had the confidence inside of me to cross off another Bucket List, “buzz off all my hair to donate”, so I could go through my own internal transformation. The question then became did I care enough about what people said about my outward appearance to actually follow through with it?
The 1st time I donated my hair at 17 yro I knew I wanted to one day completely buzz it off. I was scared though because society's marketing told me growing up that I was only pretty and worthy to beauty standards with long hair. It wasn’t until the world shut down in 2020 I realized I needed to stop caring about other people’s opinions about me and start living my life for ME - nobody else. Thanks to a ton of interpersonal work during the lock down I conquered my fears of being unworthy with no hair, dismantled every beauty standard society told me was true, and built my own definition for beauty. Because of this experience I now have a passion for helping other people dismantle their limiting beliefs and show them their beauty through the perspective of my lens. I call them Empowerment Photo Sessions and it's one of my proudest creations in my business so far.
My 29 and 1/2th birthday! Just days after signing on the sale of my house I went skydiving for my first time ever to help me metaphorically and physically jump into this next chapter of my life. I was terrified of heights and took this as an opportunity to help me get over the fears I had about selling my house and embarking on this new journey. 10/10 recommend to anyone wanting to try and for sure will be doing again in my lifetime!
When I was 13 yro I set a goal for myself that I wanted to buy a house as soon as I graduated College. Why was homeownership on my teenager mind in 2005? Because my math loving brain saw that property value increased over time and I also knew that I was going to have to take out student loans in order to pay for college. I spent 5 beautiful years in this home, sold it last year to pay off my student loans, and am excited for what this next chapter in life holds.
I love photographing homes and the nostalgic parts that give them character. Below are photos I took days before I closed on my house last summer. This house checked off every wishlist item I had as a kid daydreaming about owning my first house. I was an emotional wreck throughout the selling process because I loved this house and I'm so grateful I took these photos to remember the good times. The journey this past year after selling my house and embarking on this once in a lifetime opportunity has been the hardest and scariest thing I've ever done in life but also my proudest accomplishments. I wouldn't trade the 5 years I spent in this house for the world because it made me the person I am today.